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asukirashi — Fri, 28 Aug 2009 15:47:08 +0000

intro
Now all that’s left
Are the pieces to find
The mystery you kept
The soul behind a guise

Verse 1
You were once the crybaby who always came to me
The one who never lets out but always lets me in
Now it must be hard living with ghosts in an empty shell
Tell me, why ‘d you need to change, why have you changed

Chorus 1
The pain whenever I remember you still lingers
Scars that could only be described as sorrow
We were so strong, what happened, how could I forget
I can’t take this change, it’s a black hole, slowly devouring me

Verse 2
I was once the oddball who always came to you
The one who loved you and never noticed it
Now it’s really hard living with ghosts in an empty shell
Tell me, why ‘d you need to change, why have you changed

Chorus 2
The hurt whenever I remember you still remains
Tears that could only be described as regret
We were so strong, what happened, how could we forget
I can’t take this change, it’s a black hole, slowly devouring us

Bridge 1
Whatever happened to ‘’I will never let you go’’
That broken promise was just an empty lie after all
The one I knew before would never have forsaken that
But I guess you’ve changed

Bridge 2
Selling your soul to the enemy
Don’t let them get into your mind
Because once this heart-break is over
maybe you’ll change

coda
Change to the person I knew,
change to the person I’ve loved
I won’t let go of your promise
I won’t forsake what’s left of us

Final chorus
The ache whenever I remember you still throbs
Remnants that could only be described as emptiness
We were so strong, what happened, how could we forget
I can’t take this change, it’s a black hole, slowly devouring us

outro
I feel like the world is fighting against me
All the changes coming in tidal waves
I need somebody to hold my heart
But I know only yours could fit

Posted in P-S crossovers, Poems Tagged: change, P-S crossovers, Poems

Regarding ”inevitable episode ver.2”

asukirashi — Fri, 28 Aug 2009 08:44:54 +0000

I’ve made the post private and saved it as a draft, since you all probably agree that it sucked.
so maybe someday i’ll post it publicly again with some new, probably better renovisions?
I hope so… and then it’ll be entitled ”inevitable episode ver.3”, hor redundant
oh, and maybe when I post it, i’ll post the original version as well…?
by doing that, maybe you guys could compare them all easier!

Posted in Poems, updates Tagged: inevitable episode ver. 2, P-S crossovers, updates

Soul Calibur 4: Setsuka mini-guide (wavedashing)

asukirashi — Wed, 05 Aug 2009 08:46:02 +0000

I know its been a long time since I’ve posted another Setsuka guide, but I needed to do a little more experimenting myself before I actually present it to y’all so that I’ll be sure its valid.

This time I’m not going to post her picture or tier review since I’m guessing you guys have seen it all already, right? So anyway, now I’m gonna be focusing on the unnoticed importances of wavedashing.

Wavedashing:
some people don’t appreciate the actual impact of this stance to their opponents online!

214
tech crouches for a short period of time
slightly moves farther from the enemy
executes ”while crouching” moves in this stance
good for evading most moves when mashed

236
tech crouches for a short amount of time
slightly moves closer to the opponent
executes ”8-way run” moves in this stance
good for provoking hesitation when mashed

Soul Calibur 4: Sophitia guide
- coming soon

Posted in asukirashi nonsense, game talk Tagged: asukirashi nonsense, game talk, setsuka mini-guide, soul calibur 4, wavedashing

Something Worth Knowing…

asukirashi — Sun, 02 Aug 2009 13:38:06 +0000

hey guys, if you’ve been to my page recently, i assume you’ve already read my two posts entitled ”reflections of my shattered sanity” and ”confessions of a broken dream” which are both quite personal…

so in order for my personal posts to not get in the way of my more public posts, I’ve made another blog entitled ”My Own Journal” which is where my next personal posts would be seen at. The link is as follows:

http://gsdasukirashi777.blogspot.com/

Those two posts would be the last you’ll be seeing in my ”personals” category, I’ll now have more space and time for my public poems in this blog, and if you want to read more of those, you’ll have to go to the other blog i made..

Hope this announcement won’t disappoint any of you guys much, after all, this just for that my blog would be more organized and that posts will not intersect each other anymore from two very different types of blog genres.

Posted in Uncategorized Tagged: something worth knowing, Uncategorized

Reflections of My Shattered Sanity

asukirashi — Sat, 01 Aug 2009 15:14:22 +0000

4
things i hate about you:
you never get what I’m trying to say to you
you always ask why do i love you
you never stop texting and calling me
you always think that I’m gonna make fun of you
but…
you always say sorry whenever you sense i’m get irritated
because you don’t think you’re good enough
since you say you miss me and don’t want us to fall apart
’cause you know I really like it when i see you blush

3
And now that you don’t show any emotion towards me anymore, how could i probably guess what you feel?
All i could do is think of the things we did when we were still us, and hope that what i’m thinking of is right…
Because you never said you regretted what we were, nor did you say that you’ll never love me once again

2
But deep down, i feel that
you treat me like i’m just-a-friend
you never said that you love me back
and yet you…
take the time to call me whenever i don’t text back
never get mad whenever i’m being a real pest

1
i miss you

Posted in asukirashi nonsense, personals Tagged: asukirashi nonsense, personals, reflections of my shattered sanity

Confessions of A Broken Dream

asukirashi — Sat, 01 Aug 2009 14:01:02 +0000

i had this dream last night, a dream when we were together again
as i recall all that has happened, i only see glimpses of this nightmare
no matter how much it hurts, i know i could never run away from the truth

i knew it could never happen, and yet i fell on its trap
so contented with the happiness i was experiencing
that i forgot the line between reality and my fantasy

”a friend said you wanted to talk to me, i didn’t know what to do at first
but i knew i must face the truth someday, so i decided it was today
she led me to where you wanted us to meet, all alone in this quiet day”

”suddenly you said you were sorry, you never wanted things to go this far
you offered your hand to me, i couldn’t move, i couldn’t think
so you took my hand, held it against yours; i still remember how warm it felt”

”we talked things through, and everything finally cleared up like a fog
I said heartfelt promises for you and me, and then you asked for a hug
something i was wishing for a very long time, i gladly accepted it”

and just as everything seems to feel like we’re living in our personal heaven
sadly, perfection could never exist as i heard something ringing in my ear
as i woke up, i realized- it was just a broken dream fueled by my longing heart

*true story…

Posted in asukirashi nonsense, personals Tagged: asukirashi nonsense, confessions of a broken dream, personals